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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Moody

I know that pple have their own opinion. Maybe we have talked things through. However, i still beg to differ. I wished to change ur mind concept abt that issue. I wished i can try even harder, but i know i cant change ur mind.

U make me ponder alot.

Somehow, i m easily affected by others in many ways. Bad. I m shaken v easily. Ya. I get myself bother w a lot of things. I m always so unsure of everything. That is including u. I m Sorry. Maybe i have been v frank towards, but there r still things i find it hard to tell u n i keep them to myself. Will time allow me to open up more?!

I need to get a grip of myself emotionally n mentally. Hmmm. What the diff?! Hmmm. Nvm.

STRESS!!!

Money. Study. Time. Sleep.

I need my bed. I need a break. I m v drained. I m v tired. I wished to stay on my bed n sleep till i have enough.

Zzz.

T_T

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Mourn

I just come across an email.

It is an OUT OF OFFICE AUTO REPLY from Thomas Yip (HOD) last week. In the mail, it was stated that he was currently overseas n would be back today (15th April).

After reading the email, sadness filled me.

Thomas went to an overseas meeting last week. On Fri (11th April), we received the shocking news that he died in his hotel room peacefully. Oh My!!!

Today, it was supposed to be the day when he would be back. Yet, it was his wake today. OUCH!!!

Everyone esp the perm staff whom have worked several years here, they have been v solemn nowadays. Today seem to be even worse. The ambience of the office was v cloudy. Everyone face was so pale. Now they did not talk that much or loud to us. We need to try hard to catch hard what they were trying to say.

Everytime when i passed his empty room, i was reminded of him. He might be the HOD, he was friendly n nice to everybody. Furthermore, he was so young. He was only 47 with only a wife n such a successful career. Y do such bad thing occur?

Sigh...Mourning...

Monday, April 14, 2008

Ah Argh Arrr ! ! !

What is wrong ? ! !

1. Fact is i did not know that there is A lizard in the plastic bag. Nvm. I placed it inside my cupboard. Then i heard the sound of moving plastic bag even in the cupboard. Then i know it is not due to wind. Follow by the sound of Lizard. Eeee. I got to think of ways to get rid of it. Hope it haven climb out of the plastic bag. If not it will be in my cupboard le. I dun like the idea of it. Hope my bro will help me. Pray Hard.

2. Two more weeks. I will be having my Mid-Term Test le. I got to be v Focus. I got to put my Priority right.

3. I m cover w Bruise all over. I fall in the toliet. Ouch!!! CRY!!! Haiz. Sigh...

4. Parents so COLD. NAG. NEGLECT. Etc. No elaboration.

5. School Fees...Faint...

6. No more ONLINE SHOPPING. Too ADDICTIVE...

7. Doing some things i m not sure if RIGHT... Dun ask...Not telling...

8. I m tired. Drain. Sick almost every week. Down with cold or flu.

9. Change JOB? Wonder. Seem like i have stayed too long. Ya.

HAIZ!!! SIGH!!!