MemoryLane Forgotten

Yesterday.

At the moment of departure when we hugged each other, tears filled my eyes. I reflamed myself from crying, as i promised that i would not. N at that point of time, u said that i should not cry. U really knew me very well. All that i could say was take care. At the moment u stepped into the departure hall and disappeared from my sight. I could not hold back my tears anymore. Tears flowed down my cheek.

I really hoped that i was going with u. At least u had a company. At least u did no need to face a aleinated environment alone. How i wished that my circumstances was different. Deep inside, i knew that u would be able to do it. I believed. I m really glad that we were in the same class. I m glad that we were in the same PW group. As i got to know a close friend whom i really treasure.

I knew that u had left a letter for me. I did not dare to look at it till i was on the bus on the journey back home. I read it. I was very touched. At the very last minute when u were leaving, u were still nagging at me n so worried about me. All i had in mind: GOD. Please watch over her. Please ensure that she is safe. Please take good care of her.

I would be more rational. I would be more decisive. I will. I shant let anybody to worry abt me. Tigger will be able to take good care of herself.