MemoryLane Forgotten

One month has passed. As time pass by, i also start to stable. I did not think that much anymore.

At one point of time, i m still holding back n wondering if i shld get out of my barrier as i fear the consequences for falling too deep. I told one of my friend n she adviced that some people regretted after the breakup that they did not love enough n that i shld love with all my heart coz at the same time i m being unfair to him.

Ya. I allowed myself to sink deeper. I really hoped that i can trust, have faith in n rely on him.

As i m tasting the sweetness, i m fearing that all will become bubbles n suddenly vanished into thin air. Hahax. I m just fearing that all is just a dream.

Now, i will just experience everything fully. I will take whatever that come by. Hoping that this happiness will last.