MemoryLane Forgotten

Yesterday night, he attempt to call and at the the very 'right' timing again. I was having lesson when i felt the vibration of my phone again. I looked at it. Well. He used his house phone to call me this time round. Smart. Sadly i had the record of his house number too.

I did thought of calling him back and shout at him. I wanted to tell him that he should be able to sense my coldness and should just leave me alone.

After i simmer down, i decided that if he ever attempt to call me again and the next time round at the right timing, i shall answer his call. We shall then sort things through. I did not want to make it sound like i was being petty and that i misunderstood all his motives and misjudged all the things he had said. Ok. I will be fair. I would give him one last chance for him to make himself clear.

This whole thing might no longer be a secret. I think it is time to reveal it to the person whom i have been keeping from. I hope that she would forgive me. Sorry for not hinting another friend advice that i should not tell her. But i was afraid that if he ever get to her, it would be best that i told her myself. I treasure her as a friend and i really did not want anything to destroy our friendship. N surely not because of him. It is totally not worth it.

I shall c how things proceed. Hope for the best.