MemoryLane Forgotten

I have not blogged for a month. Hahax. Life is ok. A lot of thing happen here n there. Busy. V occupied. A small little conflict with my bf. Meeting up with him once or twice a week. Gathering with colleagues for Korean buffet. Nicey. Shopping w Xiao Ting. Lots of Movies. Ironman. What Happens in Vegas. Etc. Meet up with Xin Yi.

I miss everyone. Jace. Levin. Pam. Emme. Caren. Ade. Angel5Clanz. Ex classmates. Haiz. Hope to meet up with all of them soon. Everyone seem so Busy. But it is really hard to keep in contact with everyone. Esp when we r of different cliques n lost in contact for a few years.

I m coping well with my study n work. Anyway, i m v contented with the way my life is. I like being occupied with not too much spare time. Coz i hate the emptiness feeling i will get when i have nothing to do or when i suddenly felt alone.

Maybe it is coz that i m so in Love. I m living in my own world. My world of Happiness. Hehex. Danny really added a lot of colour to my life. I m not that pessimistic like last time. Life is not that lost n lonely. At least that there is no more uncertainty like last year, so there is so much less trouble. I have someone who is alwaz there for me. He is really sweet at time. However i find him kind of insensitive at time. Haiz. I think most guys are like that de ba. Hahax. At the beginning i m really unclear n unsure about this whole thing. Thinking if it is due to a wrong reason which is why i accepted this relationship. At the same time, i even think that i m crazy coz i have so much to juggle like study, work n friend n as if i will have time for relationship. Anyway, I have a change in mind now. No matter what. I m really glad about starting this whole thing. Thinking about it, it is like making a big round n getting back to square/ original position. I mean me n him la. Ya. Anyway, I m really fortunate to have him in my life now. Bleah.

I just hope that my happiness will really last.

However, i cannot help but look back at time. I always wonder a what if. I always imagine of a different ans n ending. There r a part of me still holding on n wondering.

However i will still move on. I will cherish all that i have now. I shld be contented. I shall stop looking back. Putting the past behind me.